

Why would she be sad about that if she really believes?
Because her loved one is no longer on Earth where she can live her life with him? My mom is 1000% a believer, and she was still an absolute wreck when my dad died, when my tia died, and when my brother died. Her only comfort is that “they’re in heaven”, but it did little to lessen the blow because she genuinely loved these people in her life, and now they’re just gone.
Erika eagerly jumped into the spotlight right after her husband was murdered, and has been happily riding the wave of new fame/attention. I’m not sure if you’ve ever lost someone that close to you, but there’s no way I could’ve pulled myself together enough to do that after my dad or brother died - much less if it was my life partner.

I also believe that above all else, this was a money laundering scheme.
That being said, I feel like there was a part of her that was hoping this documentary about her life would be revered as incredibly interesting and a work of art. Like, single digit ticket sales is incredibly bad… I don’t care who you are - that’s gotta sting. And that’s hilarious.