🌞 Alexander Daychilde 🌞

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Cake day: June 13th, 2023

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  • As a Virginian, this has hit me hard.

    I’m tired, boss.

    We need to break out the guillotines and fucking fix it from the top down, and by the top, I mean the oligarchs spending all the money to corrupt most of our politicians. That’s more important than ousting Republicans, although that would be the next fucking step.

    :sigh:

    But we’re all not starving QUITE enough to get into the streets. They’re fucking dumb, but they know they can only push us so far. And they’re slowly pushing more and more and more to find that limit. And it’s clear we’re not there yet. We’ll pay $10/gallon for gas and see our food prices double if it’s over the next 2-3 years and we still won’t riot, and more and more of the ones on the bottom lose housing, lose their lives for lack of medical care.

    We’re dying, but most of us are JUST comfortable enough and JUST precarious enough to be scared to riot.

    Fuck all of this. I’m on dialysis. I might have a decade in me, but there’s a good fucking chance I won’t. I got double-screwed by this fucking country and it has greatly shortened my life. But I’m still lucky because I’ve almost always had housing, I’ve always had food sometimes with the help of a food bank, and even more lucky with some occasional help from my dad for emergencies. Yeah. 50 years old and I owe my dad thousands over the years for occasional “oh shit no car means I lose my job” help…

    It feels useless. I almost feel like giving up and stopping dialysis and saying fuck it, but I ain’t gonna do that because the human body is surprisingly resiliant about wanting to live for as long as possible. And hey, I got food and right now I have decent medical care, and I even just got disability which will make it easier to scrape by each month until I’m dead.

    But goddamn if this timeline doesn’t suck.